“God didn’t put us here on earth to play hide-and-seek, but to walk closely with Him and share in the unfolding story of His kingdom.” ~Tammy Maltby, The God Who Sees You.
But I enjoyed hide-and-seek. Especially when I wanted to be left alone. I hid in the bathroom and locked the door. Then I sunk deep into warm bubble bath waters up to my chin, closed my eyes, and tuned out the world. For about 2 minutes before…
Tap, tap, tap. Tap, tap, tap.
Maybe if I’m very quiet, they’ll go away. Just give me 10 more minutes.
Tap, tap, tap. “Mommy? Mommy, I want you,” my 3 year-old daughter’s voice pleaded from the other side of the door. Deep inhale, slow exhale. Stand up, grab a towel to wrap around my bubbled body, and open the door.
She flashed me her impish grin, before turning to patter down the hallway and into her room.
I counted aloud to ten, and then warned her, “Ready or not, here…”
Before I could finish and duck back into the bathroom to finish my bath, Jessica darted out of her hiding place and raced towards me. She lunged at my legs, wrapped her arms around my knees, and giggled, “Here I am, Mommy.”
I needed to heed the lesson from Jessica. A month before my vacation, people asked what I was doing with my days off. I was tempted to hide behind a vague story. Like catching up on household chores, or visiting family, or reading. Not totally misleading.
But then Tammy Maltby’s quote stopped me mid-paragraph. I was doing it again. Hiding from God. Feeling insignificant and afraid to push forward. To say out loud what God prompted me to do with this vacation. After all, what if I heard wrong. Or failed. Or returned unchanged.
So, like Jessica, who couldn’t wait to be found, I came out of hiding. I ran to the Father and thanked Him for the opportunity to attend the Christian Communicators Conference. To develop the speaker and teacher in me. Rather than hide, to declare, “Here I am, Lord. Send me.”
When was there a time you played hide-and-seek and hid from God? What happened?
I haven’t learned all I should even yet, but I keep working toward the day when I will finally be all that Christ saved me for and wants me to be. (Philippians 3:12, TLB)
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